Rant with my Aunt

Me: Greetings my fair Agony aunt !!!!

Agony_Aunt: :D

Me: i gotta a chance to blow me trumpet ..i gave some friends my blog link
it makes me so happy , if people read what i write , it makes me feel like a real writer of sorts

Agony_Aunt: :D any updates on it

Me: not yet ..there is actually a lot of stuff i really want to write , but i cant ..coz it will be politically incorrect
about friends n stuff
some people wont like it being posted out on the web for the whole world to see it

Agony_Aunt: u don't have to name them
and what about freedom of expression

Me: i know.. but i haven't taken some Hippocratic oath for journalism yet
so i don't really have to report things as they are , or as they appear to me
there is one thing that scares the shit out of me and I want to write about.

Agony_Aunt: u can write what u feel though and what is it?

Me: last weekend SX, AX n me ..were talking about arranged marriage
very touchy topic ... its a bloody gamble i say
since all 3 of us don't have too much time , pressure is already setting from our folks
we were planning on watching a movie together ..that got canceled and we sat and talked for a few hours on this !!

Agony_Aunt: he he So what was the conclusion

Me: viva la resistance !! we fight till the end !!

Agony_Aunt: he he

Me: seriously dudette ,,you don't know how lucky you are !
imagine an arranged marriage setting
in our "liberal" families , you get to go around for a few weeks before deciding
in a few weeks , how the f**k are you supposed to know how the person is ? I mean anyone can "fake" it ! ..
i am a guy who excels at procrastination , but I can act like a super-active dude for a week without sweat
same goes on the other side ..its so damn easy to fake stuff when you want to
i don't mean to say , i'll be faking it ... but the other side might and probably will
its natural to appear more pleasing and charming , when you interact with people of opposite sex with the intent of understanding them ..

Agony_Aunt: :D
inhibitions is what i see
u got to go with open mind

Me: doesn't come that easy to someone who is emotionally inept

Agony_Aunt: i know what u r talking bout
i also question peoples intention a lot before i can trust them
:(
but its not a very good thing

Me: exactly , too much of the logical reasoning kills all emotions and render us emotionally inept ..Sometimes I feel that I should be a carefree emotional fool

Agony_Aunt: :)

Me: strangely sometimes you have a situation where this person is getting into your inner circle ..but you wont let them ,
because your logical questioning attitude doesn't let you
man ..am i ranting again ?
im ranting ..shit